Greedy. Indecisive. Promiscuous. Fashionably bi. Gay till graduation. Just a phase. Scared of coming out as “properly” gay. Sexual orientation is irrelevant unless you act on it. There’s a real story behind each of these. A real human being. And for good reasons.
Our media tells us that men find women snogging other women hot, and even more importantly that being found hot by men is the single most important thing a woman should care about. Don’t be surprised when women bow to that pressure and snog other women in bars to attract male attention.
Our culture and media also still tell us (sometimes) that being gay is very very bad. Don’t be surprised when people bow to that pressure and feel safer adopting the bi label.
Oh, and by the way? Some of are polyamorous. Some of us are promiscuous. Some of us are sluts. So what? There’s nothing wrong with enjoying a healthy and varied sex life. Equally some of us are in committed, long-term, monogamous relationships; some with people of the same sex, some with people of the opposite sex. That doesn’t make us any less bisexual.
Some of us experiment in college and find the social pressure once we’ve left that safe environment too much to deal with. Some of us meet the love of our lives in college. If they’re of the same sex, that doesn’t mean we’re now “proper gay”. If they’re of the opposite sex, that doesn’t mean we’ve gone straight either.
Hey, you know what? Some of have only ever slept with people on one gender. And not even that makes us any less bisexual. Much like gay people who married someone of the opposite sex to keep appearances aren’t any less gay for it. Much like straight people who’ve never had sex aren’t asexual. A lot of the time sexuality is a question of identity, not always or necessarily action. It still matters, we still experience the world differently to other people, it’s still relevant.
There is a certain temptation to fight all the stereotypes, try to make ourselves look as similar to “normal” people as possible. As damaging as stereotypes are, it is hugely important to remember that behind every stereotype there is a real human story – that is in fact why they are so damaging. Ultimately, denying that some bisexuals are that way is throwing parts of our community under the bus. It’s also a lose-lose proposition. If we try to look more “straight” we will get flak from lesbians and gays. If we try to look more “gay”, we’ll get flak from many straight people. To me, being out and proud, and embracing the diversity within our community is the only sensible way forward.
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Well, that seemed to strike a chord with people. Let me try to catalog at least some of the stereotypes and how people felt about them.
Confused and/or fickle. Strangely not a charge ever leveled at monosexual people who like both blondes and redheads.
Bi men are really gay men in denial, or too cowardly to come out as gay. Bi women do it for the attention. Given how negative that attention can be from both straight and gay people, I wouldn’t recommend it.
Greedy. Promiscuous. Slutty. Which, you know, some bisexuals are that way, and that’s perfectly fine. But some aren’t. Certainly the polyamorous people who commented felt that being bi and being poly were completely independent facets of their personality; and a lot of monogamous bisexuals were deeply annoyed by the fact that people assumed they couldn’t be faithful in relationships.
A number of people had been rejected by potential partners once they’d come out. We briefly touched on whether we “should” come out to potential partners up front – and arrived at the unanimous conclusion that no one was under any obligation to reveal their sexual orientation to anyone.
The slutty stereotype gets even more damaging when people start assuming that just because you’re bi you automatically fancy everyone, or fancy them. “You’re a bi girl? Threesomes!!” Both monogamous and polyamorous people found that one annoying. I’ll come back to that assumption of availability later in the week.
The assumed correlation between the gender of a current partner and sexual orientation also annoyed a lot of people. Particularly because previous or other relationships were dismissed and seen as unimportant (“just a phase”). Someone pointed out that this gets even worse once you have kids in an opposite-sex relationship – any bi identity you might have clung on to until then gets automatically erased.
There was also a sense that the QUILTBAG community didn’t look particularly favourably on bi people (and especially women) in opposite-sex relationships. As @the_eumelia pointed out, it feels ‘[a]s though they’re “abandoning” the community. When really it’s “the community” that abandons them.’
I did love @flyingteacosy’s point about how it wasn’t necessarily the stereotypes themselves that were annoying but how we are measured against them. “Like I’m either Not Like All Those Others, or I’m just a certain way ’cause I’m bi.. not because I’m just me.”
One concept that seemed to spark a lot of ideas and side conversations was the distinction between sexual orientation and romantic orientation. This seemed to ring true for a lot of people who suddenly had the words to better explain how they felt.
An interesting conversation flowed from this around some bisexual women in particular who are sexually attracted to more than one gender but tend to be romantically attracted to men. A couple of women wondered whether this was a socially conditioned response, a reflection that in our heteronormative society it is “easier” to have an opposite-sex relationship. This of course also plays into the stereotype of bi women in opposite-sex relationships somehow abandoning the community. It’s a tough one to unpick, and I love how openly people shared their experiences and views.
Leading on from that, a few people also shared experiences of partners and ex-partners saying they would feel more hurt if the person left them for someone of a different gender. Someone summed this up nicely: “Love is love and heartache is heartache.”
Of course, one person’s evil, hated stereotype is another person’s cherished identity. Some people loved the word fluid in connection with their sexual orientation, others hated it. Some happily embrace and reclaim the word slut, while others try to distance themselves from it. I do love that for the most part we are having remarkably respectful, insightful conversations about subjects that can be incredibly difficult.
And here are a bunch of interesting links people shared:
Something on the different types of love the ancient Greeks recognised.
Another piece on how “bisexual” doesn’t have to mean “binary”.
What about the B in LGBT?
Yes, I really am bisexual, deal with it! (The one with the “I am not 4% lesbian” quote.)
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Coming out as bi is an interesting experience. You think you have to keep coming out as lesbian or gay? Try being bi, in any type of relationship! The first person I came out to was my then long-term boyfriend. And interestingly, I didn’t use the identity word (I’m bi), I used action words (I would sleep with women/I am attracted to this woman). I started dropping enough hints around my highschool friends that they figured it out. I think the first person to actually apply the bi label to me out loud was one of my friends. I certainly really struggled to say “I am bisexual” for a very long time. But I implied it heavily enough that my uni friends knew.
Coming out in the workplace, when I’ve been with my current – opposite-sex – partner for longer than I’ve been with my employer, is a whole other bundle of fun. Best reaction: “Why are you in the LGBT network? You’re not L, G, or…” – from straight and gay colleagues. Even though I was heavily involved with the internal running of our LGBT network, for years I wouldn’t actually speak about it outside the network. I was worried I would confuse people and detract from the network’s main messages with my issues which I perceived as fairly minor and unimportant.
In some ways I needed to be given permission to speak. Things that did that for me: talking to bi friends who listened and shared their own experiences – and I realised they were similar; the Bisexuality report; ending up leading the the LGBT network when my colleague left the company; the Stonewall Leadership Programme. I remember the first time I stood up in front of a bunch of straight colleagues who knew me as “Mili who’s been with Paul forever” and talked about LGBT issues; and the awkward conversations I had with them over dinner afterwards. These days I start conference speeches with “My name is Mili and I’m the only bisexual in the village”. But it’s been a journey.
Last year I realised that not being out to my family was beginning to have a very significant negative impact on my relationship with them. I was very public about being bi all over the Internet, at work, and with my friends, but not with my parents. (Note: this only works if your parents don’t speak English.) As more of my charity work and parts of my day job started to revolve around LGBT rights, there were huge chunks of my life I couldn’t talk to my family about. At Christmas, I came out to my Mum. I’m still not sure how I feel about how she reacted – that one’s still work in progress.
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A few common themes on coming out as bisexual from the discussion on Twitter…
Having to remind people incessantly. Having to tell them again and again.
Having our identities questioned, particularly if we are in “straight” relationships.
Referring to past relationships rather than to identity.
“The stigma of ‘bi’ is different to the stigma of ‘gay’.”
Feeling like coming out as bi is just making unnecessary fuss.
Not hiding but not going out of your way to “inform” people.
Fear for your safety.
Coming out as a political act.
Other people’s reactions vary hugely.
The boyfriend who forgot.
The hug.
The snarky biphobic and homophobic comments.
The friends who walk away.
The people who tell you it’s irrelevant.
The mind-reading mothers.
A lot of people saw coming out to family as especially difficult.
“It’s just left unsaid and it’s been so long, it would be weird to do it now.”
“I was raised not to hide important things, but I’m almost 23. How do I explain this now?”
Sometimes one parent is more difficult to tell than the other.
Do keep sharing your stories, either in the comments here or on Twitter.
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I use bi to mean “same and not same” – I am not attracted to “men and women” but to people regardless of gender. This includes genderqueer and non-binary. I first noticed I was attracted to women as well as men aged maybe 12 or 13. I had no idea genderqueer/non-binary people even existed then. Heck, I had very little idea LGB people existed then.
By about 16 or 17 I was comfortable enough to adopt the bi label for myself (at least in my head though not necessarily out loud). I’ve identified as bi for half my life – so in some ways I’m quite attached to the label. At the same time I realise that it can come across as exclusive of people on the genderqueer spectrum. And “bi as in same and not same” is a hell of a mouthful.
I do feel deeply uncomfortable with pansexual as a label. Some of that is a fair amount of internalised oppression/slut shaming. Some of that is that there’s not even a P in QUILTBAG. We’ve done a lot of work educating people about what bisexuality means – and heck, we’re still not even nearly where we need to be with that. Starting from scratch on pan just seems terrifying. I do like the approach of using pan with people who will know what it means and bi with everyone else as an interim solution.
On a typographical note, it’s bisexual, not bi-sexual.
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Fascinating discussions over on Twitter about this. Let me try to sum up.
People use all sorts of labels for themselves, sometimes even apparently contradictory ones. @the_eumelia said she identified as bi, lesbian and gay and especially queer because of the stories and the contexts associated with each. Someone identified as “sexual”. Someone else said they used queer but found people just took that to mean “gay”. We also talked about bisexuality as an attraction to more than one gender vs an indifference to gender. Several people mentioned the way that the labels they use for themselves and the way they think of their own sexuality have changed over the years.
Someone who identified as gay felt they were in the minority in today’s discussion – which to an extent was the point; I am trying to raise the profile and visibility of parts of the QUILTBAG community beyond lesbian and gay. Most weeks those parts of the community will feel in the minority.
Three in-depth discussions struck me in particular: There was a sizeable contingent advocating against the use of labels. Many of those tweets were variations on the theme of “Can’t we just be ‘people’?” I saw a couple of good counter-arguments to this. Using “people” can very easily lead to erasure of minorities like QUILTBAG people – it’s easy to assume that there is a default for people, and that default does tend to be straight, white, cis and male in our culture. Using labels is a way to differentiate ourselves and call attention to the fact that we exist, we are different and we have different needs. And not only do QUILTBAG people in general have different needs, but as @the_eumelia pointed out, each letter in that alphabet soup has different needs.
I also liked the distinction between “label” and “identity” that @GeoffreyBrent made:

I distinguish between “labels” (how we describe self to others) vs “identity” (how we see self) so there are labels I am comfortable using, for convenience in communication, without *identifying* w/ them as such.

The second discussion that went into quite a lot of depth was the distinction or otherwise between bisexual and pansexual. There was a clear sense of discomfort expressed by quite a few people with the pansexual label, not dissimilar to what I described above. It almost feels self-excluding.
@LauraTea linked to this article by Julia Serano on how “bisexual” does not reinforce the gender binary. Interestingly, while I completely agree that it doesn’t, I find very little in that article actually matches my own experience of my sexual orientation. Julia talks a lot about male and female “bodies” whereas I am attracted to people as much as I am to bodies (yes, those are different); also, I have a huge thing for androgyny which doesn’t seem to fit in this framework. Of course the beauty of all this is that we can all choose how we identify and that does not detract from anyone else’s self-identification or experience of their sexuality.
I found this article on the differences and similarities between bi and pan which @the_eumelia linked to incredibly compelling. It argues that bisexual as a label has its political roots in sexual orientation politics whereas pansexual is more concerned with gender. There is a huge overlap between the two and they aren’t actually mutually exclusive. All of this makes an instinctive kind of sense to me.
The third, briefer, discussion was around “living up” to your chosen labels. A few people expressed fears of not being “queer enough” or “bi enough” or “gay enough”. I thought @1nineeight3 put this beautifully:

I guess that is the problem arising from labels. When you give yourself a label, you somehow expect yourself to go through certain experiences. And when that does not materialise, you question yourself and feel guilty because it’s as if you’re using the label “wrongly” or not justifying yourself thru that label.

So if this is you, take heart: you’re far from the only one feeling like this!
Edited some time later to add more awesome things people sent me
@DRMacIver wrote something on labels, some of which I quite like. @Drcabl3 has promised a full rebuttal.
He also shared the Genderbread Person model.
@Drcabl3 wrote up something on queer as a label, and coming out or not coming out as such.
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From about 5pm UK time on Sunday, I’ll be running the @TWkLGBTQ rotation curation account for a week. Which means I’ll be talking about bisexuality a lot. I’ll be using this blog to post snippets that are longer than 140 characters but probably still shorter than my normal blog posts, all around my experience of being bisexual and some challenges bisexuals in general face in today’s world. If you’re not on Twitter (Why not?!), feel free to engage with them in the comments here. But by all means also come by and check out the discussion on Twitter. This should be fun.
Now excuse me while I go an freak out about only having 48 hours to prep this.

For the sake of completeness, I’m quoted in this Guardian piece on bisexual issues in the workplace.